y do u

i have a muslim officemate ask me..why do we exist and this is my answer..I admire this muslim people because of their passion of praying many times a day..

y do u exist?


y human exist?


y of living?

didn't you ask urself------the Y?
y life so not that easy to understand?
y this things happens to me?
y life is so unfair?
y i need to do this? to do that?
y i feel my life non-sense?
y i felt hurt?

y do people die?

the WHY, WHAT, WHERE & HOW questions

didn't you ask urself------the W?
what happen after i attain all my goals?plans?my success?
wHERE can i find real happiness in my life?
what is the picture future for me?
when will all my suffering will be finish?
what will it be if i do this?do that?

whats next????????


didn't you ask urself------the H?
how can i make my life worth?
how will i do all my things effective?
how do i do now?

no matter what question it is applied in you,
why still people feel something's missing in there life?

do YOU really know YOUR purpose?

Yes! of course everyone has a purpose. We work to gain money, to pursue our dreams, to help our parents, to support our love ones. Lots of purpose right.???..but behind all of this purposes their still the main purpose why YOU, ME and all human is in existance...Face the fact that is true, not a fallacy that we are here for nothing...right?

The FACT of our PURPOSE

God created mankind primarily because He desired to have a family. In order to truly fellowship with God, man had to have freedom of choice. Unfortunately, man used his freedom to rebel against God and fell from fellowship with God.

When man fell he came under the dominion of the devil, because he followed the devil's suggestion to disobey God. With this came spiritual death and a new nature which was selfish. Man became self-centered -- actually worshiping himself by making every decision based on what was best for him. The result of this selfishness is evident all around us: horrible misery and suffering.

God is just and obeys His own laws. Justice requires that rebellion be punished. To be just, yet allow mankind to come back into fellowship with Him, God Himself came to earth as the man Jesus Christ. He suffered a horrible death as the substitute for all mankind, taking the punishment we deserved for our sins. Because of what Jesus did, God could justly forgive all sin, and open a way for all people to come back into fellowship with God.

Jesus Christ Himself is the only way to God. Only by receiving Jesus can we enjoy the benefits of His sacrifice, which sets us free from sin and its judgment.

Our life on earth now is testing and preparation for eternity, to determine if we qualify to be in God's family. This is not determined by human beauty or achievement, but by our willingness to submit to the lordship of Jesus Christ. When we submit to Jesus, He begins changing us into what He wants us to be.

When you come to Jesus, He changes you inwardly. As you continue following Jesus and obeying His Word, your inward change will continue manifesting outwardly, causing people and circumstances around you to change also. God will continue working in and through you until you become like Jesus Christ in your thoughts and actions, as well as your nature.

Positively that the purpose of life is the best gift given.

WE are not alone --

how can I begin? Let see.... think... think... and think..
What makes me write again well its my best friend..I thought no one needs the words and writting of my hand..Then she said to me "bess my blog kaba today? i want to read it.."
A big smile on face and said I will write again..Not to those people who just saying I will read it, but the truth no extra time to glance on the content..But i will write to the one who really needs my thoughts and share my stories based from the fact of life.

My world is different now..
Not the old days, where I can see and be near to everyone I love..
My world is different now..
Not the old days, where I can talk and share directly what I want to share..
My world is different now..
Not the old days, where I can let myself feel at home all the time..

In a while I fell in pit of loneliness. I kept inside the sadness..

Realization sink into me..But this distance and time makes me realized who the people around me who will stay no matter what..Who will not changed no matter what..
Like what the world said not all things are constant..People can promise, all the things, good things, all the best in the world..But apparently in the end you cannot see this person anymore. And your left behind...

"We live by Faith, not by sight". 2 cor 5:7
one of the most favorite verse im holding into..We need to keep all those people who really stayed for us..And to extend patience for those who not stayed.

Im grabbing all the faith that I can have..Not just for me alone for the people around me..I exist because of this people..(Bess we exist because of our family, friends and God) If one person turn his/her back to you..Remember God wants us to be happy..He is our father.

Faith is released through word..
MATTHEW 17:20
20 So Jesus said to them, "Because of your unbelief; for assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, `Move from here to there,' and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you. - this verse if makes me a believer of impossible things..^_^

If we have faith -- we will do something -- according to HIM. We will speak!

Faith and authority are exercised through words. All we receive from God must be received by faith. Romans 5:2 & Galatians 3:14 So, you will only receive God's blessing in line with the words we speak.

What you say is what you believe. Or, we could say, you believe what you say.Kind of confusing.. Right?

If you want to know what someone truly believes, just listen to what they say -- especially when they're under pressure. Then the truth will come out.

MATTHEW 12:34-35
34 "Brood of vipers! How can you, being evil, speak good things? For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks.
35 "A good man out of the good treasure of his heart brings forth good things, and an evil man out of the evil treasure brings forth evil things.

Our mouth speaks forth what is in your heart. So to bring forth good things in our life, you need to speak good words. To speak good words, we must first be put into your heart in abundance. You know what that means. Get into the Bible and get it into you. ^_^

"With faith, nothing is impossible. With faith is put into action by the words we speak. The words we speak are determined by what we put into my inner being.

half the world distance

Its been a while..now im ready to post again and write new stories to inspire..
Im half the world distance to whom people I loved, but nothing can stop me for my purpose. Soon as I go on with my colorful and fascinating life may God lead my way whatever I do and whatever it takes. Let the magic begins by His own hand over me.
" We live by faith, not by sight." 2 cor 5:7

water of life

How do you see your life right now?
Do you feel victorious? yourself alone?
Lets make things easy...

Lets put your life in a glass of water.

A half full glass of water...

How do you see this glass?
What will be your thinking about this glass of water?

In psychology two things are mention regarding this kind of matter, majority this are the answers;

1. "Ay kalahati lang ang tubig! ang kunti! bitin!"
2. "Malapit ng mapuno! Halfway nalang puno na!"

San ka sa dalawa? Whats the point...continue reading...

Maybe if we can observed the world situation, they may see the topic as not that important..ika nga iba na panahon ngaun...More blogs are into worldly topic..hey knock knock..You should know whats the real thing!...Well for the fact that even the world is changing, even if all new things may added unto places, this key-points still remain.

Madaming books about Success, achieving success, etc ..and etc..
but this thoughts from a Pastor moved me and reminded me about the word "success"

Here's the Keys that mention;
1. Put God first (Matthew 6:24-25, 32-34)
25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?"
32"For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

We maybe read this verse many times but reminded on this..Are we really living on this verses. Or we just read it and afterwards forget it..Think again.

2. Follow Covenant Agreement;
When we received God on our lives we have an automatic agreement.
Here's the agreement:
HE is our father and we are the children.
HE is the shepered and we are the sheep.
HE is the head and we are the body.

In short we need to follow Him.

3. Seek strategies from God to reach our goal.
(Philippians 3:13-14)
"I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain."

Move forward to our goals. And make the first move!

4. Live in Christ
To have more success we need HIM.
"Kung ikaw positive ka, all things will result to positive din".!

Now let us think again..Kahit paikutin pa natin ang lahat ng solutions to get our goals effectively, surely this things well be the perfect points to consider.
The fact that we are created by HIM, so means that HE is the only way to success!

Generally speaking!
Of course we need to make the first move to attain something.
Make the first choice on achieving something.
And its up to us if we want to have that success in our own hand.
Be ready to be filled up your glasses with water!

Thanks to Pastor Leo for giving this great points.

Impressive

"He who overcomes shall inherit all things, and I will be his God and he shall be My son. -- revelation 21:7

We face problems. Sometimes we struggle and wonder why God doesn't "just do something." . God is powerful and just a snap of the finger..tadahhhhhhhhh! problem solved...do u wonder?

God is giving you an opportunity to impress Him! --- He knows we can handle things especially if we are inspired by Him diba...^_^

God is your audience -- rooting for you. He is thrilled when we overcome. So no matter what the situation is, you just need to do your stuff and excel and overcome!..When you win it, He's cheering on you, of course me too...

Just like an earthly parent is thrilled when their child excels.

God still LOVES you even if we fail. You just miss the opportunity to thrill Him by not overcoming. And as much as many time you have the opportunity grab it! Surely this opportunity has a reason why passing by in our life.

Gogogogo! you can overcome!

betterman song - my version

Remember my post about "better today" on month of May.
Here is the version of mine inspired of the mention song above. This entitled "betterman". Im looking for a backgroud where I can video while recording.
Well I get my daily bread and open it on July 12 (that date is very significant to me ^_^), on my surprised! the topic is exact for the song!...wow galing coincedence. Well surely this page is meant for this video recording talaga. So here it is...




"betterman"

a e
a e
F#m G#m

I
F#m G#m
i wonder who you are,
F#m G#m
i wonder where you are,
F#m G#m C#m
or what you do...
F#m G#m
whenever what the distance maybe,
F#m G#m
whatever the boundary time will see,


refrain:
a e a e
wishing that when i close my eyes I can see my same faith in you,
a e F#m G#m
whispering every prayers at night, may He lead your way towards me.



chorus:
a e
ill paint your vows,
a e
on the wall of promises.
a e
i'll keep sake of your hopes
a e
on the books of faith.
F#m G#m
till the end Let be Him hold us both.
a e
and I pray, and pray.
a e
and I pray, and pray.


II (same as I)
patience in my hand

of the gift of unspokenman

and i know He is preparing, His preparing him.

--repeat refrain & chorus--


III
F#m G#m
when the day I say I do, hold my word unto you
F#m G#m
and I holds in infinity firm too.
a e
every sunrise we'll share a the sweetest smile,
a e
and when the moon kiss the sky, may your warmest dreams be mine.

--repeat chorus--

IV
(this stanzas is reserved, surely I want that person to include his
words that will complete)


a simple song and simple chords --- what make it special... just listen to the song and youll know...

With Us Always ^_^

" She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins."
All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had said through the prophet:
"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel"--which means, "God with us." - Matthew 1:21-23

Do you believe that He is with us always? Syempre nmn ^_^

With us -- in many ways.

With us as we face life -- right here to help us. Not far away, and out of touch with what we are facing. Not difficult to reach -- but only a prayer away.

Kahit anung oras at panahon...Just close your eyes and mention prayers! No need ng load, battery or so what ever needed just to communicate with HIm. He make thing so special that He doesnt need those things..Just a prayer away..^_^ galing..

With us in understanding what it is like to live on earth and face the problems and difficulties we all face. - kahit napakasimple lang na prob or the more difficult it is, we can surely make it. We have him, right. For an instance in work, typically we can feel stress, normal thing right..If we see's that our work is a blessing we surely replace the stress into positive thoughts.

With us in knowing what it is like to be hungry and have nothing to eat. - Like a friend on mine shared the time when his at work felt that all thing was ambushed around. That surely a stressful day to him. He didnt eat lunch rather have some cookie just to finish the work. Not having lunch, but instead you feel the hunger it replace the power and the presence that His with you always no matter what kasi you have the food in Spirit.

With us in knowing how difficult it can be to struggle against sin. - We are human and part of it is sin..But a reminder to all Jesus Christ died on the cross to free us from sin! So He deserves that we still stand on firm against sin. Its very hard but everytime we feel of doing a sin just remember the man died on the cross just for you and me and for all the man on earth.

With us in knowing what it is like to experience pain and loss. - We can loss someone, something or an event in our life. But think of this, lossing this things is not saying that we are not successful on that part. We surely are! Just that God is preparing us to be a strong, better and an armored individual. Im talking here in general. Pain is existing but after this pain, the highest joy will be achieve.

With us in knowing what it feels like to be rejected and despised and misunderstood. - No one is perfect! We have flaws. We experience this things...
Remember that He was also rejected and broken hearted too!..how many are the people on earth?...million and million andddd millllliiiiooonn.. this million rejected Him, but guess what, He still dont loose hope on this million. Lovely.. So lets be inspired of not giving up!

We can never sometimes understand the poeple around as that make us weak in faith but still as we hold on to what we have and what we believe in. Tuloy parin ang laban..Walang aayaw..^_^..In the end we will clain the victory..

I always remember this" I am special in the eyes of God, so no matter what it is, I would be okey." So are you, your special in His eyes. ^_^

God came to earth. He became a man. Jesus experienced what we experience, yet He always walked in victory.

If we let Jesus, He will guide you into victory, also. And I testify on that! ^_^

Here's my daily devotion..thanks for reading----hope this simple thought inspire you this day....

question please - here's the answer

i just meet my old friends..every time i meet my old friends in high school and college this is the first question they ask "when will you get married?"..loud laugh on my part..and on my side this is my always answer "i need to find first the right one in God's time."

what am i looking for?????? tamang tama ang preach that sunday service. I noted them all. Maybe this could help for those who are looking for the right one. We need to consider the 4 types of hearts.... Im not writing this just for my own references but instead can be read by thousand people and my part is to share. Maybe majority see thing like this as stupidity. Well not all can understand whats behind this discussion because it takes a mind of whole deep understanding and serious heart thinking ^_^


lets begin.......
one: Growing heart
A steady heart doesn't know how to share. Its someone that looks forward for Him. Growing heart = growing faith. Would be anyone be brood of this idea a growing heart is open to a change, but a change for a better. Know how to accept and eager to learn and create a heart the involve Him at all times.

two: Servant heart
Remember Jesus when He wash the feet of His apostle. A heart that is ready to serve someone without anything in return. The saying "if you want to be a master, you need to be a servant first" & "if you want to be a leader you need to be a follower first." That make sense more...2 Timothy 2:24

three: Surrendering heart
Submitting a heart to someone is a bid deal. This verse stated it all and its very clear, Colossians 3:12 "Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience."

four: Giving heart
The more you give the more you get! Its better to give than to receive!
Famous lines that everyone know. Giving is important, especially involving in a relationship ika nga give and take lang yan...totoo naman.

Sayang, Im not as good as the preacher when explaining this things. But I know the simple explanation helps. Most line says I have only one heart, but indeed this one heart may have this 4 qualities...


All things can be possible! ^_^

a sudden thinking

a sudden thinking while riding a jeep.........
30 minutes travel from home to my alma mater to get some documents.
its been 2 yrs since my last visit. The day is sooo hot and all people busy moving around. While on jeep a boy stretch his hand with an envelope and with his drum he started to sing..On the envelope this word printed on "ako ay isang badjao na humihingi ng kunting tulong mula sa inyo".. Here we go again my mind starts to think.
The boy is too young to work, to run, to rush with this moving vehicle. Very young and very dangerous for this kid. Everytime I saw young kids trying to work my heart hurts. Everytime I see this kids try to earn for a living my heart is in silence of crying. What I can do! Well I get some coins and put the envelope. I know behind this kids there something going on. Maybe a sindicate, maybe others that I dont know. Sad reality that this kids need care. What can I extend more but a prayer. While on the jeep I close my eyes and said my prayers for this kids. I know God will listen and soon give this kids to right to enjoy life, the right to play and the right to be a kid.

I am so lucky that I have parents, have shelter and have this beautiful life to share with. My coins and prayers will worth soon. I am so lucky that my stomach is full and whenever I get hungry I can buy my own food. But this little kids I wonder
how could I help..soon I will be...so my hand will extend to this people the joy and blessing.

I Can Only Imagine - a day of story in 2 days before leaving & I just get married

this is it! I never thought that this could be so fast... as fast as I cant imagine.
I am speechless.......................................................
Really I am.
But as I pause for a while and think, as I breath in and out, as I close my eyes and see myself, my mind cant imagine that everything is happening. All He planned for my life is now in action. He created me, and I allow Him to lead my way. Yet I have my biggest ever.

Once I listed on my organized the 3 most impossible things to be achieved on th eearly month year (that was january 2009).

1. to changed my old cellphone ( that i considered my buddy since college ) - easiest to achieved
2. to go abroad ( I am prayer for SG but He gaved bigger ) - needs preparation
3. to have my own aer Exhibit ( and the most impossible for all ) - the most hardest I could imagine and one of my biggest dreams.

The impossible is out reached... yes it is.
God provided..I said to myself cant imagine that this list is now in action.

3rd on my list :
I did it!(galing talaga nya, He makes things possible) and not myself alone but with HIM. Late last year around november, I said I need to start how can I have an exhibit.
Yup I propose and propose and porposed....And they all said "I do"..lovely.
This people who believe in my art make things possible for the big event of my life. Sponsors, volunteers and even my beneficiary. My Exhibit for a cause now still display on GT tower 12flr. hayyyyyyssssssss.

2nd on my list:
As God put His will on His plan for my life. He allows me to cross the seas and nation. He leads me to Qatar. This is beyond my expectation. I know its very hard and not soooooo easy to leave people that I whom loved. My comfortable table, officemate and my boss. Its very hard to me to say Goodbye and having my teary eyes.
This 3 years at my work builds me and mold me what I am today. Until now that im writing this blog, yes I am crying. This office extends its hands to help me whatever it takes and that be reminded me forever. I never doubt that this people I worked with builds true friendship on my heart that will stay forever. Mamimiss ko kayo! the laughs, jokes, the overtimes and all the things that happened I am thankful and greatful beyond my heart can say. To all the lesson, mentorings and trainings, I am more thankful. God's know my heart why I decide to leave. And I know this desicion is not just for me alone but for the good of majority.

1st on my list;
Yup, I say goodbye to my buddy..my phone (na my scotch tape pa sa likod..whahaha..well i can say this phone is do the best service..kahit ilang beses na nahulog at namamatay magisa..this is still the best)I need to buy one kasi baka pagandun na ko bigla nalng magloko..so thats needed..


LASTLY, I just get married! I am yes I am. 2 days before I leave this country I decided to tie the knot. I'am water baptized and proclaimed to the world that
I am married to God and my service of my life would serve His will. C4 Ministry
make this possible (Commited Christian for Christ & Community Ministry). I am now so overwhelmed, and unexplained emotions. He just did all the impossible to be possible.
He blessed my way to another country and yet He still provide.

Here I am, very thankful and greatful of every event happened in just short period of time. To all people who's been part of my life im rendering my thankful heart.
I may not mention this million list of people but you know who you are...^_^


nothings is impossible with HIM, I testify on that.
Gal 6:9 "Let us not be wearly in doing good things for the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up"

1 Thes 5:16-18 " Be joyful always, pray continually and give thanks in all circumstances, for this God is will for you in Jesus Christ.

Hebrew 13:16 " So we can say with confidence the Lord is my Helper, I will not be afraid, What can anyone do to me?"


Have the biggest faith and He will leads your way.

thankful - from memories

thankful composed year 2008 revised 2010...

see lyrics @ april post ^_^

i still breathe - on notes

Here the tune for I still breathe ....
check out april archives for the lyrics and chords

with my sister background voice...hahahah ^_^

i still breathe

A friend entrusted me to have a browse of her blog...i get inspired on her piece..yup her heart been broken..so to cheer her up I told her I'll compose a song from the blog she written and I'll put notes to make it complete.

This lady with full of conviction and full of power on her pen can kill a million.

This one is for you;

I still breathe

I
some have promises
some have sympathy
some have proposal
referals on me

II
but what i really need right now
is to be away form all of thing
i want to fight my battle alone
and i need to take a breather

***
I still breathe
even the world pulls me down
I still breathe
I still breathe
a new beginning and we get eveng
i still breathe


III
dont ask , if okey, im not
dont snop and ask what happened
no pity, no patronized
dont make me forget

my brilliant mind refuse it


***
I still breathe
even the world pulls me down
I still breathe
I still breathe
a new beginning and a reason for living
i will breath

IV
one thing for sure i will forgive you
one thing for sure, listen, i wont forget

***
I still breathe
even the world pulls me down
I still breathe
I still breathe
a reason for livingand we get even
i will breath

I will , i will, i will , i will , i will breathe
I will , i will, i will , i will , i will breathe

Here's the chords

I still breathe
I
g c9some have promises
g c9
some have sympathy
g c9
some have proposal
g c9
referals on me

II
em b#m
but what i really need right now
em b#m
is to be away form all of thing

c9
i want to fight my battle alone
g c9
and i need to take a breather

***

g c9
I still breathe
em b#m
even the world pulls me down
g c9
I still breathe
g c9
I still breathe
em b#m
a new beginning and we get eveng

c9
i still breathe


III
g c9
dont ask , if okey, im not
g c9
dont snop and ask what happened
g c9
no pity, no patronized
em b#m
dont make me forget
em b#m
my brilliant mind refuse it


***
I still breathe
even the world pulls me down
I still breathe
I still breathe
a new beginning and a reason for living
i will breath

IV
one thing for sure i will forgive you
one thing for sure, listen, i wont forget

***
I still breathe
even the world pulls me down
I still breathe
I still breathe
a reason for livingand we get even
i will breath

g c9 g c9
I will , i will, i will , i will , i will breatheem

b#m em b#m
I will , i will, i will , i will , i will breathe

BETTER today

"better"

what is better?

clueless..but this song discribe it all.

its like a coffee that gives an awaken sensation,

its like a pillow that gives you comfort,

its like an umbrella that covers you up when it rains,

its like a blanket that warms you when your cold,

its like a friend that stays when your alone,

its like song that embrace your emotion.

far better or more...gladly found this song that will be on my list forever.

im inspired of this song.. the powerful words makes me conclude on this matter.
while this man have a better today song, i'll have mine too. A draft of words soon a tune will be render on every lines and a rhyme will be heard. I'll sing this to my betterman. ^_^


"betterman"

I
i wonder who you are,

i wonder where you are,

or what you do...

whenever what the distance maybe,

whatever the boundary time will see,


refrain:

wishing that when i close my eyes I can see my same faith in you,

whispering every prayers at night, may He lead your way towards me.



chorus:

ill paint your vows,

on the wall of promises.

i'll keep sake of your hopes

on the books of faith.

till the end Let be Him hold us both.

and I pray, and pray.

and I pray, and pray.


II
patience in my hand

of the gift of unspokenman

and i know He is preparing, His preparing him.

--repeat refrain & chorus--


III

when the day I say I do, hold my word unto you

and I holds in infinity firm too.

every sunrise we'll share a the sweetest smile,

and when the moon kiss the sky, may your warmest dreams be mine.

--repeat chorus--

IV
(this stanzas is reserved, surely I want that person to include his
words that will complete this poem ..soon to be a song.)

2 or 3 ....which is better?

friday mornin..last night i get a whole battery charged up myself...hahahaha. from where ???a group of professional that commits to promotes a different kind of relationship....
not A relationship that would break your heart ...not A relationship put you into pain..not A relationship brings you to burden.

kinda satisfying ..right..who'd beleive that..!!!!! oh no...especailly nowadays..most people are soooooooo busy running around to find something , someone or whatever some some is that..no time for this kind of statement..Well I myself run through relationship that offers lotssssssssss of promises that hold our life to deep breath and say..Oh this is it...this is really the one that Ive been looking for..nahhhhhh..

weve been heart broken....many times...but is there any times where you think about the time when you not let this Someone into your life..same thing you give that Someone a broken heart...but is there anytimes that you think how many people in earth the dont let this Someone into there hearts..how many heart break we put on Him? How many pains we put on Him? and the worst part We even do many times in ours lives...

He ALWAYS reach out on us..and even break free us on sin..NOW you choose a relationship with none or A Relationship that offersthe best love ever existed..He will never forsake you...nor say..im sooooooo tired of carrying you..Never..He even offer extra..when your too tired of everything He'll be the one who will carry on your way..Lovely isnt it..But is soooo true..and I before I even to choose someone to have relationship with I'll build first a Relationship with Him.

so the line say's

..it takes two to tango...

..two heads are better than one...

..two lovers fallen in love..

..two become one..

on my own lines...

...it takes three to tango...

...three heads are better than one...

...three lovers fallen in love..

...three become one..

Why??? I rather have a man that have a personal relationship with Him than a man that serve no head but himself alone.

a man of wisdon gives patience

A man spoken unto me,
"You deserve the best lover,
Choose the right guy,
Choose the right love,Pray hard."

A strong phrase that remain.
And in my mind HE is guiding

and preparing the man, he is on his way.
Soon we will meet.
Patience is on my hand and HE

is soon providing the best I ever had.

Ordinary Day

An ordinary day to everyone..Wake up on the beat of alarm clock.

And whisper a prayer for the whole day of fruitful new journey of my ordinary but special day.

Finished with sunny sideup breakfast and a sweet chocolate that my granny's

always prepared for me. A while walk to ride a cab I saw a man on my side staring at me!

Am I have anything on my face...Feeling so irritated by that...

Up to another ride on the jeep. A woman stare again and again on my face..

Oh may, this is not ordinary look. I wonder what they see on my face.

Whats the difference to others faces around me.

I didnt hesitate to know what is it.

Rush hour pass by then a final one ride to a bus.

The bus conducter smiled at me, as I pass the mid way, thinking way there's

something different on this day.

All faces glance on me and again and again I wonder why?

As I sat, I immediately get the mirror and looked at my normal face.

Well I found nothing. Nothing at all....Hmmmmm..

Something is not going right. On my thought thats not fair..

The stop light goes red and my turn to go down and now a 5 minute or less walk to my spotlight. Here's my blue chair again. We will going to have a whole day of bonding.

But before I begin, I close my eyes and whisper a prayer.

A prayer to blessed the whole day of untiring production of thinking,

making new stuff and creating new piece of product on my hands. And I said AMEN. . . . . . .

As I counted 1, 2 , 3, ready get set GO!!!!!!!!

Focus, thats what I always need to think of, so every detailed of my work would be perfect as it get. One hour....one hour and quarter hours pass by, a buzzing bee starts lively greeting.

Yet this companion made me smile first thing in the morning.

Never forgets to greets and share a blessing of thoughts and ideas.

Continuing my focus on everything. Half of the day conquered my way.

Need to charge up for some goodies for my empty stomach,

but before everything I whispered and says a little prayer.

I am full and ready for the battle again. While walking on the alley I observed that all people on my walkway were all smiling and looking at me..A glance of attention that I wondered from the start of this day.I wondered and wondered.

The buzzing bee keep my whole day as happier than an ordinary.

I should be thankful. And I am.

Another 3 hours of focus until the clock beat at 4, my day with the blue chair was done.

Well I cant get up on my companion chair.Need to accomplished on something till I am ready to depart on my way back home. Buzzing bee reminds before the day ended,

be thankful of all small little things. Smiled back and agreed.

What a day! Ride back home. Its seem that people like to look at me in different way.

Well Im just exaggerates all the thing on my mind.

Deeply breath on me. The final cab ride and a man seat beside me on the back.

A man wearing ordinary clothes and have a plastic bag of kangkong and a plastic of 1 kilo rice(I think thats a kilo only).

On the silence the man speak.

Shared thoughts

"A man cannot live without Him.

Even if I am poor I always prayed to Him to give thanks to all the things in my life.

And you, did you remember to pray to Him every minute of the day?".

I smiled back to him and said "I am." This statement clear out my mind of wondering.

This day speak out what's the real meaning why people glance on me with a smile,

because I started my day with a simple prayer that leads to a not wondering day but a wonderful yet fascinating teacher of spirit. HE used individuals that not connected in me personally but HE let me know how HE touch every people life on an oridnary day.

I have a light on my face with a whisper of prayer..thats why all of the people is so light and delighted. HE turned everyday with different views of knowing why we are living.

Im home with a smile on my face and inspired heart.
Before my eyes close to rest, lastly I whisper again, tell all the thankful words and so on.

Finally I said Amen.

A day of ordinary turns to a story that can share with fruitful wonder of Him.

in the end still thankful

Be thankful even if all thing went wrong.
Written in august of 08 and revised in 2010.
All things even if until we still dont know beyond whats the real reason of complicated situation. But in the end we still being thankful what this life brought to us.



thankful

I

were seatin beside each other
and our skin is shoulder to shoulder
then u started to speak, I just ignore it
but then you smiled back at me

conversation starts to crack the thick mirror
silence start to brake
my eyes is shut on hook
I dont think this would be the start of our story of you and me


****
so thankful that I had you
so happy the you talked to me
its funny but my heart seem so full again
so weird that, that made this
so brood that , that you' be mina
its true that the emptiness you fill it
coz you overflow, coz you over flow.

But your so far away
thick glasses of time bounded our way
that doesnt matter
platinum chain holds
and a golden lock of key jailed you and me

Repeat ***

we said our goodbyes
tears start fallen in my eyes
question filled out my mind
but still, im still

Repeat ***

on stanza
F esus A#m Am
f g c a#m

on chorus
f g
c a#m
f g
c a#m
f g c a#m

Heart Pit Stop

Speed...so whats in this..This is her story.


Havin a talk with a friend, she share her thoughts. she's really hurt.
Well I need to gave her a blanket that time not a tissue nor handkyyyy!
After all the conversation we did finally she smiled back. What a relief..whoooooooowwwwww.

What do people do if they are in love with someone that never felt the love back from that person.but still she keep on holdin..proud of you girl.

This song is for you!

Heart Pit Stop

I

C#m F#m F#
Dont run so fast, I cant see the trail anymore
C#m F#m F#
Keep the track on clear, cant view your way out here
F#m F# F#m F#
Just wait a munite, can you speed your limit
F#m F# F#m F#
Cause I'm losing you, blured eyes hold on to.


Chorus;
a e
And I'm lost,
d dm
cant see your trails anymore
a e
So lost,
d dm
lost in the wind
F#m F#
This is my pit stop
F#m F#
Your moving to fast
F#m F#
Your love is lost
C#m F#m F#



II
C#m F#m F#
Its over, or never, dead end forever
C#m F#m F#
I am weak, fallin in a peak
F#m F# F#m F#
my engine is not workin
F#m F# F#m F#
Please dont keep on moving


Repeat Chorus

Chasing Keeko

Ive been trying to express everything into pen, but on the old fashion blogging matter..what is it??? its what we call my personal stuff handbook where I wrote everything down. Feeling sad, hurt, anger, ideas, emotions and etc etc etc.. Well I find it very helpful and relieving when I finished doing that. The fact that it releases from within the pressured that cannot be shared to anyone.

Am I too late of blogging on net??? hahahaha...maybe..for sure not..this is the beginning of sharing my thought to everyone. It could help, maybe it could not.

Part of me will published to the cyber world.
So be patient in reading and sharing thoughts around.
I could be not good in writing stuff like this but for sure you can find fun in every words.

Its keeko - keep and put smile everytime.