Thursday, April 29, 2010

a man of wisdon gives patience

A man spoken unto me,
"You deserve the best lover,
Choose the right guy,
Choose the right love,Pray hard."

A strong phrase that remain.
And in my mind HE is guiding
and preparing the man, he is on his way.
Soon we will meet.
Patience is on my hand and HE
is soon providing the best I ever had.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Ordinary Day


An ordinary day to everyone..Wake up on the beat of alarm clock.
And whisper a prayer for the whole day of fruitful new journey of my ordinary but special day.
Finished with sunny sideup breakfast and a sweet chocolate that my granny's
always prepared for me. A while walk to ride a cab I saw a man on my side staring at me!
Am I have anything on my face...Feeling so irritated by that...
Up to another ride on the jeep. A woman stare again and again on my face..
Oh may, this is not ordinary look. I wonder what they see on my face.
Whats the difference to others faces around me.
I didnt hesitate to know what is it.
Rush hour pass by then a final one ride to a bus.
The bus conducter smiled at me, as I pass the mid way, thinking way there's
something different on this day.
All faces glance on me and again and again I wonder why?
As I sat, I immediately get the mirror and looked at my normal face.
Well I found nothing. Nothing at all....Hmmmmm..
Something is not going right. On my thought thats not fair..
The stop light goes red and my turn to go down and now a 5 minute or less walk to my spotlight. Here's my blue chair again. We will going to have a whole day of bonding.
But before I begin, I close my eyes and whisper a prayer.
A prayer to blessed the whole day of untiring production of thinking,
making new stuff and creating new piece of product on my hands. And I said AMEN. . . . . . .
As I counted 1, 2 , 3, ready get set GO!!!!!!!!
Focus, thats what I always need to think of, so every detailed of my work would be perfect as it get. One hour....one hour and quarter hours pass by, a buzzing bee starts lively greeting.
Yet this companion made me smile first thing in the morning.
Never forgets to greets and share a blessing of thoughts and ideas.
Continuing my focus on everything. Half of the day conquered my way.
Need to charge up for some goodies for my empty stomach,
but before everything I whispered and says a little prayer.
I am full and ready for the battle again. While walking on the alley I observed that all people on my walkway were all smiling and looking at me..A glance of attention that I wondered from the start of this day.I wondered and wondered.
The buzzing bee keep my whole day as happier than an ordinary.
I should be thankful. And I am.
Another 3 hours of focus until the clock beat at 4, my day with the blue chair was done.
Well I cant get up on my companion chair.Need to accomplished on something till I am ready to depart on my way back home. Buzzing bee reminds before the day ended,
be thankful of all small little things. Smiled back and agreed.
What a day! Ride back home. Its seem that people like to look at me in different way.
Well Im just exaggerates all the thing on my mind.
Deeply breath on me. The final cab ride and a man seat beside me on the back.
A man wearing ordinary clothes and have a plastic bag of kangkong and a plastic of 1 kilo rice(I think thats a kilo only).
On the silence the man speak.
Shared thoughts


"A man cannot live without Him.
Even if I am poor I always prayed to Him to give thanks to all the things in my life.
And you, did you remember to pray to Him every minute of the day?".


I smiled back to him and said "I am." This statement clear out my mind of wondering.
This day speak out what's the real meaning why people glance on me with a smile,
because I started my day with a simple prayer that leads to a not wondering day but a wonderful yet fascinating teacher of spirit. HE used individuals that not connected in me personally but HE let me know how HE touch every people life on an oridnary day.

I have a light on my face with a whisper of prayer..thats why all of the people is so light and delighted. HE turned everyday with different views of knowing why we are living.
Im home with a smile on my face and inspired heart.
Before my eyes close to rest, lastly I whisper again, tell all the thankful words and so on.

Finally I said Amen.
A day of ordinary turns to a story that can share with fruitful wonder of Him.

Friday, April 9, 2010

in the end still thankful
















Be thankful even if all thing went wrong.
Written in august of 08 and revised in 2010.
All things even if until we still dont know beyond whats the real reason of complicated situation. But in the end we still being thankful what this life brought to us.



thankful

I

were seatin beside each other
and our skin is shoulder to shoulder
then u started to speak, I just ignore it
but then you smiled back at me

conversation starts to crack the thick mirror
silence start to brake
my eyes is shut on hook
I dont think this would be the start of our story of you and me


****
so thankful that I had you
so happy the you talked to me
its funny but my heart seem so full again
so weird that, that made this
so brood that , that you' be mina
its true that the emptiness you fill it
coz you overflow, coz you over flow.

But your so far away
thick glasses of time bounded our way
that doesnt matter
platinum chain holds
and a golden lock of key jailed you and me

Repeat ***

we said our goodbyes
tears start fallen in my eyes
question filled out my mind
but still, im still

Repeat ***

on stanza
F esus A#m Am
f g c a#m

on chorus
f g
c a#m
f g
c a#m
f g c a#m

Heart Pit Stop


Speed...so whats in this..This is her story.


Havin a talk with a friend, she share her thoughts. she's really hurt.
Well I need to gave her a blanket that time not a tissue nor handkyyyy!
After all the conversation we did finally she smiled back. What a relief..whoooooooowwwwww.

What do people do if they are in love with someone that never felt the love back from that person.but still she keep on holdin..proud of you girl.

This song is for you!




Heart Pit Stop

I

C#m F#m F#
Dont run so fast, I cant see the trail anymore
C#m F#m F#
Keep the track on clear, cant view your way out here
F#m F# F#m F#
Just wait a munite, can you speed your limit
F#m F# F#m F#
Cause I'm losing you, blured eyes hold on to.


Chorus;
a e
And I'm lost,
d dm
cant see your trails anymore
a e
So lost,
d dm
lost in the wind
F#m F#
This is my pit stop
F#m F#
Your moving to fast
F#m F#
Your love is lost
C#m F#m F#



II
C#m F#m F#
Its over, or never, dead end forever
C#m F#m F#
I am weak, fallin in a peak
F#m F# F#m F#
my engine is not workin
F#m F# F#m F#
Please dont keep on moving


Repeat Chorus

Chasing Keeko

Ive been trying to express everything into pen, but on the old fashion blogging matter..what is it??? its what we call my personal stuff handbook where I wrote everything down. Feeling sad, hurt, anger, ideas, emotions and etc etc etc.. Well I find it very helpful and relieving when I finished doing that. The fact that it releases from within the pressured that cannot be shared to anyone.

Am I too late of blogging on net??? hahahaha...maybe..for sure not..this is the beginning of sharing my thought to everyone. It could help, maybe it could not.

Part of me will published to the cyber world.
So be patient in reading and sharing thoughts around.
I could be not good in writing stuff like this but for sure you can find fun in every words.

Its keeko - keep and put smile everytime.