Monday, May 31, 2010

With Us Always ^_^













" She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins."
All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had said through the prophet:
"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel"--which means, "God with us." - Matthew 1:21-23

Do you believe that He is with us always? Syempre nmn ^_^

With us -- in many ways.

With us as we face life -- right here to help us. Not far away, and out of touch with what we are facing. Not difficult to reach -- but only a prayer away.

Kahit anung oras at panahon...Just close your eyes and mention prayers! No need ng load, battery or so what ever needed just to communicate with HIm. He make thing so special that He doesnt need those things..Just a prayer away..^_^ galing..

With us in understanding what it is like to live on earth and face the problems and difficulties we all face. - kahit napakasimple lang na prob or the more difficult it is, we can surely make it. We have him, right. For an instance in work, typically we can feel stress, normal thing right..If we see's that our work is a blessing we surely replace the stress into positive thoughts.

With us in knowing what it is like to be hungry and have nothing to eat. - Like a friend on mine shared the time when his at work felt that all thing was ambushed around. That surely a stressful day to him. He didnt eat lunch rather have some cookie just to finish the work. Not having lunch, but instead you feel the hunger it replace the power and the presence that His with you always no matter what kasi you have the food in Spirit.

With us in knowing how difficult it can be to struggle against sin. - We are human and part of it is sin..But a reminder to all Jesus Christ died on the cross to free us from sin! So He deserves that we still stand on firm against sin. Its very hard but everytime we feel of doing a sin just remember the man died on the cross just for you and me and for all the man on earth.

With us in knowing what it is like to experience pain and loss. - We can loss someone, something or an event in our life. But think of this, lossing this things is not saying that we are not successful on that part. We surely are! Just that God is preparing us to be a strong, better and an armored individual. Im talking here in general. Pain is existing but after this pain, the highest joy will be achieve.

With us in knowing what it feels like to be rejected and despised and misunderstood. - No one is perfect! We have flaws. We experience this things...
Remember that He was also rejected and broken hearted too!..how many are the people on earth?...million and million andddd millllliiiiooonn.. this million rejected Him, but guess what, He still dont loose hope on this million. Lovely.. So lets be inspired of not giving up!

We can never sometimes understand the poeple around as that make us weak in faith but still as we hold on to what we have and what we believe in. Tuloy parin ang laban..Walang aayaw..^_^..In the end we will clain the victory..

I always remember this" I am special in the eyes of God, so no matter what it is, I would be okey." So are you, your special in His eyes. ^_^

God came to earth. He became a man. Jesus experienced what we experience, yet He always walked in victory.

If we let Jesus, He will guide you into victory, also. And I testify on that! ^_^

Here's my daily devotion..thanks for reading----hope this simple thought inspire you this day....

Sunday, May 30, 2010

question please - here's the answer



i just meet my old friends..every time i meet my old friends in high school and college this is the first question they ask "when will you get married?"..loud laugh on my part..and on my side this is my always answer "i need to find first the right one in God's time."

what am i looking for?????? tamang tama ang preach that sunday service. I noted them all. Maybe this could help for those who are looking for the right one. We need to consider the 4 types of hearts.... Im not writing this just for my own references but instead can be read by thousand people and my part is to share. Maybe majority see thing like this as stupidity. Well not all can understand whats behind this discussion because it takes a mind of whole deep understanding and serious heart thinking ^_^


lets begin.......
one: Growing heart
A steady heart doesn't know how to share. Its someone that looks forward for Him. Growing heart = growing faith. Would be anyone be brood of this idea a growing heart is open to a change, but a change for a better. Know how to accept and eager to learn and create a heart the involve Him at all times.

two: Servant heart
Remember Jesus when He wash the feet of His apostle. A heart that is ready to serve someone without anything in return. The saying "if you want to be a master, you need to be a servant first" & "if you want to be a leader you need to be a follower first." That make sense more...2 Timothy 2:24

three: Surrendering heart
Submitting a heart to someone is a bid deal. This verse stated it all and its very clear, Colossians 3:12 "Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience."

four: Giving heart
The more you give the more you get! Its better to give than to receive!
Famous lines that everyone know. Giving is important, especially involving in a relationship ika nga give and take lang yan...totoo naman.

Sayang, Im not as good as the preacher when explaining this things. But I know the simple explanation helps. Most line says I have only one heart, but indeed this one heart may have this 4 qualities...


All things can be possible! ^_^

Friday, May 28, 2010

a sudden thinking

a sudden thinking while riding a jeep.........
30 minutes travel from home to my alma mater to get some documents.
its been 2 yrs since my last visit. The day is sooo hot and all people busy moving around. While on jeep a boy stretch his hand with an envelope and with his drum he started to sing..On the envelope this word printed on "ako ay isang badjao na humihingi ng kunting tulong mula sa inyo".. Here we go again my mind starts to think.
The boy is too young to work, to run, to rush with this moving vehicle. Very young and very dangerous for this kid. Everytime I saw young kids trying to work my heart hurts. Everytime I see this kids try to earn for a living my heart is in silence of crying. What I can do! Well I get some coins and put the envelope. I know behind this kids there something going on. Maybe a sindicate, maybe others that I dont know. Sad reality that this kids need care. What can I extend more but a prayer. While on the jeep I close my eyes and said my prayers for this kids. I know God will listen and soon give this kids to right to enjoy life, the right to play and the right to be a kid.

I am so lucky that I have parents, have shelter and have this beautiful life to share with. My coins and prayers will worth soon. I am so lucky that my stomach is full and whenever I get hungry I can buy my own food. But this little kids I wonder
how could I help..soon I will be...so my hand will extend to this people the joy and blessing.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

I Can Only Imagine - a day of story in 2 days before leaving & I just get married




this is it! I never thought that this could be so fast... as fast as I cant imagine.
I am speechless.......................................................
Really I am.
But as I pause for a while and think, as I breath in and out, as I close my eyes and see myself, my mind cant imagine that everything is happening. All He planned for my life is now in action. He created me, and I allow Him to lead my way. Yet I have my biggest ever.

Once I listed on my organized the 3 most impossible things to be achieved on th eearly month year (that was january 2009).

1. to changed my old cellphone ( that i considered my buddy since college ) - easiest to achieved
2. to go abroad ( I am prayer for SG but He gaved bigger ) - needs preparation
3. to have my own aer Exhibit ( and the most impossible for all ) - the most hardest I could imagine and one of my biggest dreams.

The impossible is out reached... yes it is.
God provided..I said to myself cant imagine that this list is now in action.

3rd on my list :
I did it!(galing talaga nya, He makes things possible) and not myself alone but with HIM. Late last year around november, I said I need to start how can I have an exhibit.
Yup I propose and propose and porposed....And they all said "I do"..lovely.
This people who believe in my art make things possible for the big event of my life. Sponsors, volunteers and even my beneficiary. My Exhibit for a cause now still display on GT tower 12flr. hayyyyyyssssssss.

2nd on my list:
As God put His will on His plan for my life. He allows me to cross the seas and nation. He leads me to Qatar. This is beyond my expectation. I know its very hard and not soooooo easy to leave people that I whom loved. My comfortable table, officemate and my boss. Its very hard to me to say Goodbye and having my teary eyes.
This 3 years at my work builds me and mold me what I am today. Until now that im writing this blog, yes I am crying. This office extends its hands to help me whatever it takes and that be reminded me forever. I never doubt that this people I worked with builds true friendship on my heart that will stay forever. Mamimiss ko kayo! the laughs, jokes, the overtimes and all the things that happened I am thankful and greatful beyond my heart can say. To all the lesson, mentorings and trainings, I am more thankful. God's know my heart why I decide to leave. And I know this desicion is not just for me alone but for the good of majority.

1st on my list;
Yup, I say goodbye to my buddy..my phone (na my scotch tape pa sa likod..whahaha..well i can say this phone is do the best service..kahit ilang beses na nahulog at namamatay magisa..this is still the best)I need to buy one kasi baka pagandun na ko bigla nalng magloko..so thats needed..


LASTLY, I just get married! I am yes I am. 2 days before I leave this country I decided to tie the knot. I'am water baptized and proclaimed to the world that
I am married to God and my service of my life would serve His will. C4 Ministry
make this possible (Commited Christian for Christ & Community Ministry). I am now so overwhelmed, and unexplained emotions. He just did all the impossible to be possible.
He blessed my way to another country and yet He still provide.

Here I am, very thankful and greatful of every event happened in just short period of time. To all people who's been part of my life im rendering my thankful heart.
I may not mention this million list of people but you know who you are...^_^


nothings is impossible with HIM, I testify on that.
Gal 6:9 "Let us not be wearly in doing good things for the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up"

1 Thes 5:16-18 " Be joyful always, pray continually and give thanks in all circumstances, for this God is will for you in Jesus Christ.

Hebrew 13:16 " So we can say with confidence the Lord is my Helper, I will not be afraid, What can anyone do to me?"


Have the biggest faith and He will leads your way.

Monday, May 17, 2010

thankful - from memories




thankful composed year 2008 revised 2010...

see lyrics @ april post ^_^

i still breathe - on notes




Here the tune for I still breathe ....
check out april archives for the lyrics and chords

with my sister background voice...hahahah ^_^

Sunday, May 16, 2010

i still breathe


A friend entrusted me to have a browse of her blog...i get inspired on her piece..yup her heart been broken..so to cheer her up I told her I'll compose a song from the blog she written and I'll put notes to make it complete.

This lady with full of conviction and full of power on her pen can kill a million.

This one is for you;



I still breathe


I
some have promises
some have sympathy
some have proposal
referals on me

II
but what i really need right now
is to be away form all of thing
i want to fight my battle alone
and i need to take a breather

***
I still breathe
even the world pulls me down
I still breathe
I still breathe
a new beginning and we get eveng
i still breathe


III
dont ask , if okey, im not
dont snop and ask what happened
no pity, no patronized
dont make me forget
my brilliant mind refuse it


***
I still breathe
even the world pulls me down
I still breathe
I still breathe
a new beginning and a reason for living
i will breath

IV
one thing for sure i will forgive you
one thing for sure, listen, i wont forget

***
I still breathe
even the world pulls me down
I still breathe
I still breathe
a reason for livingand we get even
i will breath

I will , i will, i will , i will , i will breathe
I will , i will, i will , i will , i will breathe



Here's the chords


I still breathe
I
g c9some have promises
g c9
some have sympathy
g c9
some have proposal
g c9
referals on me

II
em b#m
but what i really need right now
em b#m
is to be away form all of thing

c9
i want to fight my battle alone
g c9
and i need to take a breather

***

g c9
I still breathe
em b#m
even the world pulls me down
g c9
I still breathe
g c9
I still breathe
em b#m
a new beginning and we get eveng

c9
i still breathe


III
g c9
dont ask , if okey, im not
g c9
dont snop and ask what happened
g c9
no pity, no patronized
em b#m
dont make me forget
em b#m
my brilliant mind refuse it


***
I still breathe
even the world pulls me down
I still breathe
I still breathe
a new beginning and a reason for living
i will breath

IV
one thing for sure i will forgive you
one thing for sure, listen, i wont forget

***
I still breathe
even the world pulls me down
I still breathe
I still breathe
a reason for livingand we get even
i will breath

g c9 g c9
I will , i will, i will , i will , i will breatheem

b#m em b#m
I will , i will, i will , i will , i will breathe

Saturday, May 15, 2010

BETTER today

"better"

what is better?

clueless..but this song discribe it all.

its like a coffee that gives an awaken sensation,

its like a pillow that gives you comfort,

its like an umbrella that covers you up when it rains,

its like a blanket that warms you when your cold,

its like a friend that stays when your alone,

its like song that embrace your emotion.

far better or more...gladly found this song that will be on my list forever.




im inspired of this song.. the powerful words makes me conclude on this matter.
while this man have a better today song, i'll have mine too. A draft of words soon a tune will be render on every lines and a rhyme will be heard. I'll sing this to my betterman. ^_^


"betterman"

I
i wonder who you are,

i wonder where you are,

or what you do...

whenever what the distance maybe,

whatever the boundary time will see,


refrain:

wishing that when i close my eyes I can see my same faith in you,

whispering every prayers at night, may He lead your way towards me.



chorus:

ill paint your vows,

on the wall of promises.

i'll keep sake of your hopes

on the books of faith.

till the end Let be Him hold us both.

and I pray, and pray.

and I pray, and pray.


II
patience in my hand

of the gift of unspokenman

and i know He is preparing, His preparing him.

--repeat refrain & chorus--


III

when the day I say I do, hold my word unto you

and I holds in infinity firm too.

every sunrise we'll share a the sweetest smile,

and when the moon kiss the sky, may your warmest dreams be mine.

--repeat chorus--

IV
(this stanzas is reserved, surely I want that person to include his
words that will complete this poem ..soon to be a song.)

Thursday, May 13, 2010

2 or 3 ....which is better?


friday mornin..last night i get a whole battery charged up myself...hahahaha. from where ???a group of professional that commits to promotes a different kind of relationship....
not A relationship that would break your heart ...not A relationship put you into pain..not A relationship brings you to burden.


kinda satisfying ..right..who'd beleive that..!!!!! oh no...especailly nowadays..most people are soooooooo busy running around to find something , someone or whatever some some is that..no time for this kind of statement..Well I myself run through relationship that offers lotssssssssss of promises that hold our life to deep breath and say..Oh this is it...this is really the one that Ive been looking for..nahhhhhh..


weve been heart broken....many times...but is there any times where you think about the time when you not let this Someone into your life..same thing you give that Someone a broken heart...but is there anytimes that you think how many people in earth the dont let this Someone into there hearts..how many heart break we put on Him? How many pains we put on Him? and the worst part We even do many times in ours lives...



He ALWAYS reach out on us..and even break free us on sin..NOW you choose a relationship with none or A Relationship that offersthe best love ever existed..He will never forsake you...nor say..im sooooooo tired of carrying you..Never..He even offer extra..when your too tired of everything He'll be the one who will carry on your way..Lovely isnt it..But is soooo true..and I before I even to choose someone to have relationship with I'll build first a Relationship with Him.


so the line say's
..it takes two to tango...
..two heads are better than one...
..two lovers fallen in love..
..two become one..



on my own lines...
...it takes three to tango...
...three heads are better than one...
...three lovers fallen in love..
...three become one..



Why??? I rather have a man that have a personal relationship with Him than a man that serve no head but himself alone.